Gracias mi amigo 19/1/10 (english version included)

Hubo un tiempo
en mi vida
que me sentia
muy mal,
y no me queria.
Estaba paralizada
e incapaz the sentimientos.

Vos llegaste
y despertastes
mi corazon...
Y asi empezo
una montana rusa
de descubrimiento
de quien soy...

Yo sabia
que no todo estaba bien
y sin embargo,
cerre mis ojos
a todo lo que habia
adelante mio,
y eleji ver
solo lo bueno...
Y cerre mi mente
a todos los juegos
que yo no podia
confrontar...

Aunque las cartas
me decian de confiar
yo no podia hacerlo,
y al final
tuve razon.

Pero igual
disfrute ese tiempo
y aprendi tanto
de mi misma.

Ya no soy es persona.
No nesecito
oir tus palabras
para sobrevivir.
He crecido
Fuera de to control.
No me puedes empujar
de vuelta a ese lugar.
Ya no puedes herir
mi corazon,
ni mi alma alcanzar.

Y a pesar the todo
no me arrepiento
que hallas entrado
mi vida
como lo hiciste.
Me has ayudado
a llegar al proximo peldano
del nivel evolucionario
que yo debo seguir.
Y ahora me encuentro
en el lugar exacto
que yo debia estar.
Avanzando
sin temor
Y mucho mas feliz.

Me has ayudado
a abrir mi ser
a todas las posibilidades
que alli estaban
esperandome.

A abrir mis ojos
y a ver todo,
bueno y malo,
y aceptarlo
sin ser presa del panico.

A encontrar
dentro mio,
la persona que soy
y los talentos
que poseo.

Vos lo dijiste muy bien,
fuiste el catalizador
en mi vida,
pero despues
fui solo yo
la que lo hizo.

Y yo estoy agradecida
por el tiempo compartido,
y la loca carrera,
y las lecciones,
y la desesperacion,
y las lagrimas,
y la risa,
y el amor,
y los enganos,
y las promesas vacias.

porque gracias a eso
estoy otra vez
en mi camino.
Estaba perdida
y me he encontrado.
Ya no tengo miedo
de mis mananas,
y vivo cada dia
sin tanta tristeza.

Muchas gracias.
Porque como podes ver,
terminaste siendo
un gran amigo
de verdad
para me.

Traducida de una poesia escrita por Fabiana Uteda



THANK YOU MY FRIEND

There was a time
I felt so bad
About myself.
I was frozen,
Incapable
Of feelings.

You came along
And woke my heart.
And I began
A rollercoster
Of discovery
Of my life...

I new that
All was not right,
And yet
I ignored the signs.
I closed my eyes
To what was there
In front of me.
I chose to see
Only the good.
And closed my mind
To all the games
I could not cope with.

Although the cards
Seem to tell me to trust
I new I could not,
And I was not wrong.

But just the same
I enjoyed that time,
And learnt so much
About myself.

I am not that
Person anymore.
I no longer need
To hear your words
To go on.
I have grown
Beyond your control.
You can not
Pull me back
To that place.
You no longer can hurt
My heart
Or reach my soul.

And yet
I do not regret
You comming to my life
When you did.
You helped me so much
To reach the next
Level of evolution
That was meant for me.
And now I find
I am where I am
Supose to be.
Moving forward
Fearlessly,
And a lot happier for it.

You helped me
To open my life
To all the posibilities
That were outside
Waiting for me.

To open my eyes
And see al that was
There to be seen,
Good and bad,
And accept it,
And not panic.

To find inside
The person I am
And the talents
That I have.

You said it right,
You were the catalist
In my life,
But it was all me
After that

And I am grateful
For the time we shared,
And the wild ride,
And the lessons,
And the despair,
And the tears,
And the laughter,
And the love,
And the deseptions,
And the empty promises.

Because thanks to that
I am back
On my path.
I was lost,
Now I am not.
And I am no longer afraid
Of tomorrows,
And live each day
with less sorrow.

I thank you,
For, you see,
You really turned
Out to be
A very good friend
To me.


Written by Fabiana Uteda